how i become to be im broome

HA really last nite i came to think why am i in broome, i have no family but i stay becouse of the love of a friend ,i have thourt about leaving bout she always talks me out of it.  but really i have no were else i can go , i left my home town becouse i broke up with my girlfriend , 
i was with her for 8 months and i love'd her the hole time thinks got mess'd up after we lost the baby ... i lay awake at nite thinking what i would have been like as a dad  and would it have all work'd out , the sad thing is ill never know , i always  seem to be that guy with all the female friends
they all think of me as "just" a mate. anyway i left derby after i was offer'd work in broome for a week with "norforce" , that was my kimberly family mates all over the place always good time , they look'd out for me and i did the same . at this time there was an outreach program going on in the NT , they ask me if i wanted to go ... so i did i quit my shitty job in derby , and was looking forward to spending time with all the boys from that side.

i spend 2 weeks in kathrine and anther in darwin before i was sent back ... me and my ex were still talking i wanted her back so baddly but the way she rule'd over me scared me not to... and it seam'd like she was moving on , and i was just some stupid play think .... that hurt a bit
 But what hurt more was after i went back to broome
she start'd to bad mouth me to all my friends , sad but they all belevie'd her , agian i was on my own not so bad really , in broome i stay'd out at the depot , not really having any mate in broome at the time i did really do much .... a few weeks after i went to darwin again for my small craft operators cse. i passed! but i did some stupid thing i hook up with a chick not cos i like'd her but cos i was alone and 
i new i could , she was a DOG , but thou her is how i  met my best mate to this day ... i love her to death 
but it just seems i always hurt her .... she start'd coming out to the depot at nite to see me for weeks we just stay'd up all nite talking .... thou after  i got kick'd out of the depot ( for riding a scooter around ;-p) i was going back to derby .... death , on the way there one of my mates ask'd why i was going back to derby , well i was only going back becos i had no were else to go! ... i went there for a day and came back tom live with my mate matt( how was a legand cos of the cubins he smoke'd) , thou while in derby i found out my mums house witch i let a mate move in to after i left ( yeah he was a druggie and a dealer) had trash'd it and had got the power disconnted and there were used needles all over the place .... he owe'd m y mum rent, so i msg'd him and call'd him but nothing .... then i got the place raid'd ... i had hope that they had found something but they didn't .... shame really.

living with mat was cool i drank all the time and once or twice mat came to the pub with me and my mates .... good times .... after going to darwin for the  last time that year i came back anf now ive been at the kimberly klub backpakkers for a few months i like it here always people around .... and yeah hot girls to perve on .... i would like walk up to some and say something like "hey sugerlips!" but i never do


-dark soul