what the fuck people

ok i'm pissed really pissed ... funy how groups have bonds like invite some one over to make fun of ... if people fight me i will fight back ...

anyway... i met a girl at the pub the other day she seemed nice i think she is funny ... but im not gonna take any chances ,,, might have a new friend yay

getting my tattoo tuesday biohazzard suken in yay!

not much to say

... some one is try to get to read some thing .... hmm i would but i dont want no how to make that kinda gear

-sPot

the story so far...

ok so i am Single Homeless Insecure Tired, other wise SHIT,
other wise shit ... om friends with ash again love that 'ho... the other ash the one that was my girl friend fuck me over royally , i was lonely having just come back from bush and she wanted to come over , at this point i could trust her she stole from my friends and from me ... any way she came over fish nets and all but after a night of seamed like having sex with a star fish, i had to go to work she told me she was fine to make her own way home 3-4hrs later i get a call saying that i have to come but clean out my shit cos i was homless and had to move out after work now what happen was ahe ransacked the place stole clothes and make up and shit ... kinda sux i did like her i really did try to make it all work out but i kept feeling she was using me for money and booze ... oh and smokes ... so im now staying at a mates place with him and his mum

brighter note thourt i found a girl that mite LIKE me , we get along quiet well ... spet for the fact that i found out she had a boyfriend ... and to that i say DAM IT ... going full time army soon should be fun atleast there ill know were i stand...

not really feeling the love
-dark soul

god dam it all to helll

what the fuck why cant it just all go well for once .... ive lost my best friend ... thou i now have a girlfriend good rite? , well no not at the moment cos everyone is telling me shes 15 not 19 like she said , and i was just informed thats shes sleeping with some one else ... i mean what must i do i think i found a  nice girl but no ... but hey fuck em all rite , im just gonna see what happens ... i no she lies to me she cant help it ... but i dont think she knows that i no ...


god dam it!!!!!   i like this one ....

hey i was thinking

today i woke up , hung over and thourt why do i drink ... last nite wasn't to bad .... been playing with my desktops and my lappy ... playing with linux is always fun ... it  like running windows wen ya drunk and if you had it in german .... mind you i have use linux in german drunk funnny but that was like use mac os x .... it would be funny to use it upside down ....


living in my van now .... got the net and pimpin' it out in broome


-dark soul

what em i doing with my life

im homelees only till next week i hope .... i miss my girl i want to be with her .... it feels like life is hating on me all the time


sort but sweet

-Dark soul

now what god!

ok im back from darwin ... that was fun ... now im back in broome last nice i slept on the floor while to girls what fucking them selfs stupid .... i hate it here i think my best mate never wants me to go , and every time i find a girl i mite like ... some how she fucks it all up! .... i went on a bender but i dont wanna drink again for a long time i hate my self some times ... its hard to say how i feel wen i just dont care any more

on a better note i found a realy nice girl ... but if my best mate finds out she'll fuck it all up


god stop playing games ... whats the point of my living on this earth to be fuck around non stop!!!



-dark soul

how

how can i move on with my life if i feel ive left it behind .... i no i can never have her back , but why must she apper in my life ... today i found a cd of pic .... me and her happy i cry'd ... she hurt me so much she lied to me .... she bagg'd me out ... she controld me but i loved here , and funny thing is ... she moved on so fast ... i hope she is happy and that i never have to deal with her again that would be to much ....


if she was to come back i would die!


-dark soul